Want to write, I do...

I want to write.  I have ideas and stories in my head.  I read stories to my family daily and enjoy using different voices and acting up a bit.  Why can't I get what is in my head down on to paper, or the screen so that it becomes something I could read a story a few at a time or a little at a time.  I never seem to get much past the first page or sometimes a few paragraphs.  I seem to have a perpetual writers block that only allows me so far before it shuts me down and I move onto something else or even a different story.  How can writing be so difficult for me.  What is it that is inside of me that keeps wanting to come out but does not seem to come out and flow like it should or at the very least like I want it to?

Aarrrggghhhh!  I feel so lost and floating sometimes.  Other times I feel just here.  I am alive, happy and content for the most part.  But, sometimes I feel contempt in my situation and in where I end up with something I enjoy doing.  Although it does not bring much enjoyment if I can not continue with it.   It is so frustrating at times.